Sunday, May 23, 2021

5 Year Journal Day 293

      Today's prompt is "What famous living person would you want to meet for drinks?"  Dave Matthews.

     It is now 1:02 a.m. on Sunday morning. Yesterday was a pretty good day. I woke up and went to Food Lion for a few things, including sugar free cool whip for my breakfast strawberries. I took my medications. I gave Caleb his medications. I took a much needed shower. I put on clean clothes and pulled my hair back in a pony tail. I put on deodorant and perfume. 

     Caleb took Bella for a walk. 

     We went outside to care for the plants. There has been a drought, so it's important to water the new plants we just planted. The house plants are outside getting sunlight. The gardenias , rose bushes, and blue juniper point trees have been watered, as well as the bell pepper seeds that Caleb planted. 

     I brushed Bella with the furminator brush for her undercoat. 

     I did my Rose Priestess Academy meditation this afternoon. This Saturday was the Red Rose initiation. 

     I made pizza for dinner. 

     I worked with my dad to get his secure messages read and replied to on myhealthevet. He needed to order some medication refills too. 

     I spoke to my mom for a few minutes on the phone. 

     Yesterday (Friday I mean) was quite different. I did not do anything. I stayed in bed after taking my morning medications. I was tired all of sudden. I was exhausted and did not want to leave the bed. I slept all day long. I did not even want to get up to eat dinner and take my night medications. 

     I am going through several things at the same time. I am trying to raise my vibrations and become initiated in the Rose Priestess Academy. I am letting go of family members who have passed away. I am getting over a virus, and so is Caleb. My veteran sister just lost her son to suicide. I went through "the dark night of the soul" and may still be going through it. I think it's a process. Anyway, it was just a few days ago that I was suicidal. I stayed in bed for a couple of days and nights straight. I just had no motivation to get up. I sweat alot. 

     I am going to read "The Gospel of Mary of Magdala : Jesus and the First Woman Apostle" by Karen L. King. I can't wait to finish it. I have wanted to start reading again for some time. Every time I get settled in bed, I am too tired to keep my eyes open. 

     I just finished reading part 1 of the Gospel of Mary of Magdala. 

     It is now 2:22 a.m. I have had a couple of Diet Mountain Dews. I am done reading that book for tonight. 

     Now I am going to doing Self-Healing Practice 1 from the White Rose Workbook. I have now completed the Inner Child Healing in the workbook. I have 2 other Self-Healing Practices to do, but I will not try to do them all tonight. I have 2 other rituals in the workbook to do too. I will try to get them done as time allows this week. It is now 3:16 a.m. 

     My butt is going numb from sitting in this chair. I need to take my iron pill and orange juice still. I should probably try to to go to bed, but I don't feel tired. I wonder if I will fall asleep as soon as I lay down though. That's how it goes normally. 

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