Today's prompt is "Who have you deleted from your contacts/address book?" No one yet, but I need to! LOL
Yesterday was a busy day. I woke up at 0700 and began working right away. I began working on getting the forms sent to me by my VA providers through myhealthevet. One of them was a blood pressure worksheet, and the other was for my therapy appointment. I then went to my dad's account and refilled his medications that had refills, and requested refills to be ordered on the medications that did not have refills. I then emailed his provider asking that they overnight his medications that were requested by the ER doctor. I also asked them to schedule a follow up appointment for dad's labs that were requested from the ER doctor.
I then began working on updating my Virta spreadsheet that has my glucose, ketone, and weight log. After that, I updated my blood pressure readings on the other spreadsheet. Then I went and updated my bills spreadsheet, as I waited for my 0930 therapy appointment. I updated the balances left on my credit cards, and I am slowly paying down my debts.
I had my therapy appointment via video call, and it went well. We did a tapping therapy that left me sleepy. Once the appointment was over, I got an email to review a document regarding the home loan refinance. It was the appraisal! The house was appraised for more than we estimated, and it was such good news that there were no problems listed that needed to be fixed before we can close the loan.
I got a call from my mom, and spoke to her on her way home for her lunch hour. I wished her an early Happy birthday. Her birthday is today, St. Patrick's Day.
I called my dad, and let him know the good news about the appraisal, and also that my mom called me. He asks me every time I call him, "Did Marie call you today?" He began asking me a question about why did she leave us for Dennis, and I had to tell him that I was not willing to talk about that right now. I told him how I was feeling, that I felt like my sugar was low and I needed to eat. My sugar ended up being 86. I only had snack slice of Colby Jack cheese for breakfast.
Christinia made me a plate of leftover boneless pork ribs for lunch. I then went to lay down for a little while and rest. I got a call from Tim Langdon at Veterans United Home Loans, and spoke to him about the changes to my refinance loan. It went well, and I was happy.
Around 1400, I got up from bed and gave Caleb his medications. I only had a short while before needing to drive Harlee and Christinia to Harlee's doctor appointment, so I stayed up. Caleb and I sat in the car for an hour while Harlee was having her appointment. We stopped for gas on the way home, and then came home.
Around 1700, I asked Christinia, "When is dinner?" and she got mad and walked away talking to herself. It was an honest question. I asked her earlier if minded having steak for dinner, and I thought she would be the one cooking. She left the room saying "Make your own dinner." I did not deserve this kind of treatment. Cooking a steak takes less than 10 minutes on the stove top. I wasn't going to cook for only myself, I never do that. I decided to have ham and Swiss cheese rollups so I could eat quickly, take my night time medications, and go to bed.
Earlier we got a call to make the next appointment with the VA caregiver program. I do not know if we should continue with it, if she has a problem being civil about dinner.
As I laid down in bed, I began questioning our relationship. She has mentioned getting married to me before, and typed that she loves me, but when I told her, " I love you girl" yesterday, she did not respond. She has a hard time being gentle with Caleb, and I do not know that leaving him with her is the best choice for him, when I die. I am currently trying to get life insurance. I want Caleb to be able to keep this house. I have had alot of repairs made so far.
I am no longer interested in marrying anyone.
I have enough problems of my own. I do not need more problems to deal with. I am working on myself to make myself better, physically, emotionally, and mentally. I want to be with someone who is doing the same thing, investing in him/herself.
Today I have a fasting lab at 0840. I cannot wait until that is over. I am so thirsty for my gatorade. I have 2 appointments back to back in Wilmington in the afternoon, and more labs to be done. I am going to prepare a corned beef brisket before I leave this morning in the crockpot for dinner. Apparently I cannot rely on Christinia to make me dinner.
Tomorrow I go back to Wilmington to have the Mazda worked on. That may take a couple of hours, and I am not looking forward to sitting there waiting. Maybe I can bring some books?
Caleb completed his pysch eval on Tuesday and we will get the results on March 31. Hopefully the refinance will be complete within a week. I have to do my Reiki practice this morning. I did not do it yesterday morning. I have a budget worked out on how to allocate the money from the cash-out refinance. I am going to continue to work on the house and get the cars fixed. That will reduce my anxiety and worries alot.
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