I made the mistake of vaping a cannabis blend of delta-8, delta-9, HHC, THC-O and some other minors the other night. I was simply looking for something to ease my anxiety, calm my nerves, and help me think. I went to Amsterdam Life and that is what I left the store with. I waited to get home to try it. It was a Sativa and Indica blend. I felt like going to bed right away. I asked for something that wouldn't put me to sleep, and would help me during the day. I had to go to bed because my brain and nervous system were over-reacting to sights and sounds. I was not able to cook dinner that night. I did not even get up from bed to take my night-time medications. I felt really dizzy and couldn't relax. I slept in the next morning, still intoxicated from the couple of puffs I took the night before. I thought to myself, that there was no way I could drive to Wilmington in that condition. Eventually I called to reschedule my appointment with Wilmington Orthotics for my diabetic shoes. I was intoxicated by the vape puffs all morning. I was able to get some work done in the afternoon. I had to bring my bills to the post office to send them off because the bank sent me checks to mail to my credit card companies. After that, I went to Amsterdam Life and found one of the guys who was there that sold me the Puffy vape pen. In short, I told him that was waaay too strong for me, that I couldn't function on it and didn't feel good on it. He told me that I should stay away from all the products he offers in his store. I went home and couldn't cook again, because I didn't feel safe. I ate meatloaf leftovers and took my night-time medications. Even before I went to Amsterdam Life, I talked to Dona Sharon and let her know what I was about to do. I told her how I was feeling during the "high" and as I recovered from it. It seemed to take a really long time. It took more than 24 hours to clear my head from a couple of puffs of what Zach said was the "weak" stuff.
So I was going to swear off all cannabis-based products until this morning. I went to Element Vape and bought some CBD vape juice. I bought the 250mg bottle. The Puffy vape pen was 2000mg. There should be a huge difference in how it makes me feel. Not only that, but I bought Zero-nicotine e-juice to blend with it to make it even weaker.
Then I was shopping on Amazon. I bought a hemp supplement pill to try. No THC should be in the hemp supplement. I also bought hemp drops to try out. I am not giving up. I just don't want to be "high". I want to be calm and without pain, and able to think clearly.
Last night I wasn't going to cook, but I changed my mind after listening to the radio. I heard one of my favorite songs. I think it is by One Republic, "Counting Stars." I cleaned out the crockpot and put the chuck roast I bought from Food Lion in there to cook overnight with all the exotic and some common mushrooms that I bought from Harris Teeter the other day. It smells good. It is now 0504. I have been awake since 0315 or so.
I already took my morning medications and supplements. I paid a couple of bills this morning too.
This last couple of days has been hard because I wasn't functioning like my normal self. I am feeling better now.
I'm trying to stay on top of all my responsibilities, but it has been difficult. The mortgage company wired some money to my bank, but did not wire the funds to my other accounts that they were going to pay off for me. They sent me checks written to the credit card companies instead.
I am waiting for Pride Restoration to call to get this job done. I need the girls to come over and straighten things up for me. I need the carpet, and floors cleaned. I need to hop in the shower today and wash up. I don't want to forget to water my plants.
It's already February. I need to check my training schedule to see what is happening this month. I know I have to complete Next Steps Reiki with Michal and Revelation Breathwork Facilitator training with Jason and Maura. I also have new training like the Yoga Therapy class and the Vocal Resonance Method training this month. I don't remember much else.
I know that Bubba is getting neutered this month. I need to get both dogs in to have their nails trimmed. Both dogs need baths too. I have to make sure they both take their meds too.
I need to get one of the vehicles inspected and renew the registration on it. I need to replace the battery on the Volvo. Dona Sharon needs to be taken for her driver's license at the DMV office.
Caleb needs help setting up the library cart, 2 chairs, and desk. 1 chair and the desk is for to study at. 1 chair is for Dona Sharon, and the library cart is for me.
I'm getting tired again. I'm going to go rest for a few hours before I start my day.
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading!
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