Yesterday I woke up late, but when I did wake up, it was to diarrhea. The rest of my day was staying in bed to be close to the bathroom and going back and forth between bed and the toilet. I'm up at 0124 now because Caleb could not sleep and he woke me up.
Last night I ordered Domino's pizza for us. I wasn't really in the mood to cook. I had just handwashed a a bunch of dishes in an effort to clean up the kitchen. I had already cheated on my keto diet earlier in the day by eating 1.5 of Caleb's oatmeal creme cookies and his Gardetto chips. I made huge order to Domino's. It cost me over $100 to feed us. I wanted multiple things that I won't have in a very long time. I ordered the penne pasta dish, the loaded tater tots, the stuffed cheesy bread, a medium custom extravaganza pizza, and brownies for myself. None of the foods I ordered had enough cheese on them. It was a huge disappointment. Caleb had half of my cheesy bread, chocolate lava cakes, and a medium pizza. Dona Sharon had a medium pizza and wings. When you can only have such items every once in a blue moon, you kind of expect to get the results of the past, which were good and deliciously cheesy.
Lately, I have been experimenting with CBD 25 mg, CBD 50 mg, CBD 250 mg vape juice, and hemp oil 9,000 mg. I tried the CBD 25 mg during the day. It made me sleepy and I had to try to drink more diet Mountain Dew to compensate to stay out of bed and get my work done. I used 2 CBD 25 mg pills for bedtime and ended up sleeping in passed my alarm. I vaped CBD 250 mg vape juice during the day and it was not too strong at all. I can't take the 25 mg pill and vape though. It makes me sleepy. I gave Dona Sharon a hemp oil 9,000 mg to try for inflammation. I am using it too. I gave it to Caleb as well. It does not make me sleepy.
I ended up ordering an office desk and office chair for Christinia. She needed one to be able to work from home, and it was not too expensive. I have offered to let her use the Volvo too. The Volvo has just been sitting there for more than a year. It needs a new battery.
I sent the puffy vape pen to Rachel to help with her pain. I can't have anything with THC.
I spent the other day trying to get my thoughts back together. Things have been so different since my experience with the Puffy vape pen. I have been experimenting with the other stuff to see what works for me best to handle my chronic anxiety.
I went and checked to see what checks have been received and applied to my accounts. The mortgage company I am refinancing with sent me checks to forward to my credit card companies to pay them off. Some of them have been received, others have not. I do not know why all of them have not been received yet.
I got an email from Jim Stroud at Pride Restoration yesterday about scheduling work, so I am happy about that. Unfortunately, I was not feeling good and did not get his message until late.
I bought Caleb some supplements from Aspire Nutrition that are supposed to help kids with Autism reach their full potential. He has not tried them yet.
I went and ran errands on Friday. We went to get the Mazda inspected so I could renew my vehicle registration. We then went to Walmart to restock on drinks. I ended up buying some beautiful flowers for Valentine's Day. After that, we went to put gas in the car. Then we went to the vet's office to pick up Bubba's medications and shot record. After all that we went home. No wonder I did not feel like cooking anything.
Thursday, was when I sat at my computer and went to look at my accounts to see what accounts had been paid off. I also loaded the dishwasher from zero, and ran it. I handwashed a lot of dishes too, until I ran out of hot water and had to stop.
Thursday night I cooked 2 chuck roasts in the crockpot on low so they would be ready in the morning. So I did not have to cook anything Friday.
The weather has been so gloomy. Sure, I can enjoy a rainy day in bed when I don't have a million things to do!
I had to reschedule Bubba's neuter appointment because Dona Sharon has her mammogram appointment on the 23rd.
Last week I had my diabetic shoes appointment in Wilmington on Monday, and Dona Sharon had her doctor's appointment on Tuesday.
I think I am better off taking the supplements that don't make me feel sleepy during the day.
Well, I am tired and Caleb has gone to bed. That's essentially what I have been up to lately. I am struggling with my emotions though. I am depressed and it's hard to get out of. I need to be using my light box for therapy. I forgot all about that thing.
I am struggling to keep the house cleaned up. Caleb us delayed in his understanding that he needs to pick up after himself. It's a constant thing that I have to b after him for. It;s like he doesn't understand how important it is to me and other people who live with us.
I am starting the Vocal Resonance Method Facilitator training soon. I am starting the Trauma Healing Program once I can sit still and listen and watch the videos. I have to get my schedule together so I don't miss any live classes.
The toilet calls me again.
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading!
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