Thursday, May 19, 2022

5 Year Journal Day 348

      Today's prompt is "What surprised you today?" A guy "found" me on facebook and began trying to recruit me into being a Shapeshifting Reptilian. I belong to a group called "Galactic Council of Lightworkers" and apparently this is a thing. I blocked him. There is no good reason to "shapeshift" into someone else. None. I am empathic enough to be able to sense other people's feelings pretty easily. I have had traumas and disappointments of my own, and can relate to people with the same. 

     It is now 0305, and I have been up for about half an hour. Yesterday was a laid back day. I needed to recover from Tuesday's running around. I went and bought a replacement propane tank from Food Lion, and took Caleb to his psychiatrist appointment. I prepped dinner, which was NY strip steaks and veggie kabobs. I started the day with a shower, so that helped me feel better. 

     Tuesday Caleb and I woke up and took our meds. I paid the bills and updated my spreadsheets accordingly. Caleb and I left the house to run errands. Our first stop was to pay the water bill. The next stop was to get windshield wipers for the Volvo installed. We went to Auto Zone, and a lady I had met before who works there, was there and helped us. She also helped us by installing the replacement mirror on the passenger side, and reading the check engine light code. After that, we went to Walmart to get the Volvo an oil change and have the tires inspected. While that was being done, Caleb and I went grocery shopping. We bought a double bag of charcoal for the grill, and I bought detailing products to clean the Volvo and Mazda. Of course, that wasn't all, as we practically walked around the entire store and picked stuff up as we went along. Walmart Auto Center could not change the oil for me because they did not have the oil filter for the Volvo. The tires were said to be 3 years old, but in brand new condition, with pressure good. The headlights were said to be factory and also new, and tinted, because I wanted to restore the headlights too. I bought a jump starter pack to keep in the Volvo. I had house keys made too. One to put on the Volvo key, and 1 to give Caleb. 

     On the way home from Walmart, I stopped at Inklanation to see Kayla about replacing the balls on my anti-tragus piercings. They came off when I was cleaning the piercings and I could not put them back on. She tightened new balls to my earrings and that shit hurt! My piercings are already swollen from pushing the earrings back in. I was glad to have them fixed though. After that, we went home.

     I wanted to make sure Christinia was awake for her zoom appointment. I was also tired of being out, and hungry. 

     We had leftover hamburgers for dinner. Hmm... trying to remember what happened between noon and sleep. Oh, I had a zoom appointment with Michal for Ignite Your Light and we did some inner child healing. She used a pendulum over a palm stone crystal during the session and told me about what happened. The pendulum was moving in circles rapidly during my healing, and she could feel the energy between us. She even turned hot from the energy, and she does not have hot flashes. When the session was coming to a close, the pendulum slowed down, and that's how she knew it was ok to stop.  

     Before we started with the inner child healing, I opened up to Michal about feeling energy around me when I woke up from my nap. It was not comfortable, and was making me move when I was trying to be still. It was not in sync with my body, and was different in different areas of my body as I laid down to sleep. 

     Oh yeah. We also went back to Walmart to pick up medications, and stopped at the gas station to fill up the Mazda. I was hoping to get the Mazda to the gas station before they changed the price from the morning. It was $4.18/gal when I went to Walmart with the Volvo in the morning. The price jumped to $4.29/gal by the time I brought the Mazda to the gas station.

     So that was Tuesday. Monday was busy too! I walked one mile on the incline trainer while waiting for Christinia to wake up. That makes 21 miles that I have walked so far. I still have 79 miles to go! 

     We went to Wilmington to pick up the Volvo. On the way home, we ran into a rain storm, and Christinia could not see in front of her. She was following me home, and it was raining hard, and the windshield wipers were not working to clear the rain at all. We made it safely out of the storm, but not without some scary times. 

     Simone came over for Caleb's therapy at 4:00 pm. I prepped hamburgers for dinner, and Christinia grilled them on the grill. Then I had a meeting with the Ignite Your Light ladies and Michal at 7:30 pm. It ran until 9:00 pm. I am normally in bed by 7:00 pm, and I was sooo tired throughout the entire meeting. 

     Yesterday I had a phone call with Dawn from Beacons of Change (Michal's organization) about the energies I have been feeling lately. She asked me some questions, and we came to the conclusion that I need to ground. One way to do that is stand on the Earth barefoot. Another thing she mentioned was to put a protective bubble of Reiki around me using the Power symbol. She said that I could also tell the Reiki to clear myself of all energies that are not for my greatest and highest good. 

     I remembered that I have an Earthing kit that is a grounding mat, and after trying to ground outside with my bare feet, I asked Caleb to hook it up for me. I moved it from where I was sitting in my chair to my bed, when I was ready to lay down, and fell asleep with it beneath my legs and feet. 

     Today I have an appointment with Dr. Kent, the pharmD at the VA clinic, about my diabetes. That is the only appointment for the day. I have a long list of chores that need to be done at home though.  

     Tomorrow I hope to purchase a family membership to the community college pool, and take everybody swimming. 

     I have been trying to reach Dona Sharon to find out if she received the UPS package I mailed to my dad with the laptop in it, but she has not responded to my 4 or 5 text messages. 

     The house next door is finally for sale. They finished tearing it up and fixing everything. It looks nice now. It is going for $350,000. I wish I could afford to buy it. I need a way to make passive income. I am so busy that I couldn't work even if I wanted to. I can't take on more responsibilities. I will go insane. 

     Last week, I was in nutritional ketosis 5 out of 7 days! Woop woop! This week I have been in nutritional ketosis 3 out of 3 days so far! I might actually be able to make it all 7 days ! 

     My labs came back, and my A1c has dropped to 7.1. My baseline with Virta is an A1c of 9.8, so that's a big difference. My A1c has to be below 6.5 to not be diabetic anymore, and that is where I am headed. I think I am losing weight now too. I can't wait to look good in skinny jeans again. 

     I haven't heard from my dad since I told him I could not add him to my credit card accounts. I use to talk to him multiple times throughout the day, every day. I am not feeling guilty for standing up for myself. 

     The ABS and SRS and check engine lights were still on when we picked the Volvo up from the dealership. I am taking the Volvo to a place closeby to have it fixed. The dealership replaced the blow motor for the air conditioner, and the air conditioner fluid. They reset the radio. They checked the headlights to see if the levelling system was broken, or the headlights needed to be replaced. They charged the battery and replaced the alternator. The tech at Walmart mentioned that I need a mechanic to check the battery cables, and either clean them and/or replace them because even though the battery is good and the alternator is good, the car did not start and she had to jump it. 

     I better get my spreadsheet ready to submit to the doctor. I have a biomarkers spreadsheet that I keep to send her, instead of telling her each number over the phone. Saves time, and is more efficient. 

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