Saturday, June 8, 2024

A different perspective

 Blessed beyond measure but still struggling with everyday tasks due to my health and my limitations. I have a home to live in, but I am struggling to get it cleaned to standard. I am able to pay the essential bills, but not the credit cards. I am able to buy gas and groceries some of the times, but not all of the times. I don't make enough money to pay for everything we need. I am struggling to get the reviews I need for my heal.me account to be fully verified. There isn't enough time in the day, and I don't have enough energy to keep pushing past my limitations all day long like I need to. I am looking for a remedy to increase my energy. First I need to make sure I am getting quality sleep at night, which I am not currently. I wake up repeatedly and then get up tired and sore in the morning when my alarm sounds.

    I am winding down on taking herbal supplements. I will continue to take kratomade as it helps right away with my pain levels. I will continue using hape' because it is helpful. I am not seeing the benefit of taking all these herbal supplements. I hoped they would help, but I don't feel like they are doing much of anything for me. I am taking a Liver Renew cleanser for my fatty liver. I am taking Amberen menopause supplement that is supposed to reduce my hot flashes and night sweats. I don't know if it's working for me. I am taking O Positiv for my ovarian health.

    I am always trying to do more than I am able to do in one day and then totally exhaust myself by the end of the day. I have so much work to do. I am just sitting here blogging at 1105 because I have a lot on my mind.

    Christinia has internet again, and called me yesterday. We talked for a long time because it has been so long since we last communicated. I called my Granny and Pepere and spoke to them until they had to charge their phone. My mom called me and I spoke with her. I guess yesterday can be called a mental health day. I really didn't get much work done.

    Now we are dealing with clogged toilets in the house. Both toilets are flushing right. I requested a plumber through my home warranty service. They are supposed to call within 24 hours.

    Domino's is having a 50% off all pizzas sale right now. Nana wants to try the NY style pizza while it is on sale, so we will order her one later on today.

    I am doing ok on my Virta diet. I am down to 309.8lbs as of today. I can't wait to be below 300lbs again!

    I'm moving slowly this morning. I woke up tired like I hadn't slept at all. I got up at 0700. Just taking things slowly so I don't hurt myself. I have to get this house cleaned up. It's a lot of work and I require a lot of rest breaks because the work itself makes me hurt my back even more. I'm thinking about having a keto tortilla with melted cheese on it rolled up for lunch.

    I need my cup of coffee. I have started drinking my coffee again in the morning. It's my only source of caffeine. I added Hershey's Special Dark cacao to my coffee, along with mushroom coffee, Splenda, and almondmilk. It turns out good.

    I am just thinking. Half the day is already gone, and I have done very little. I did manage to do my morning routines. Both Caleb and I got our medications this morning. I drank my kratomade. I took my glucose reading which was high at 180 before I had anything to eat. I think it's high because I ate coleslaw last night when I got up around 2200. I got my face cleaned, and hair brushed, deodorant on, and body spray on. That's how I start a good day. I am trying to add brushing my teeth back to my morning routine. I don't know. I think my depression mixed with my Autism is making brushing my teeth hard for me to do.

    Caleb made me coffee! It's coffee time!

    Thank you for reading! Keep us in your prayers! Have a blessed day!

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