It is now 0248 and I have been up for about 20 minutes. I was trying to decide whether or not to go back to sleep. I decided to stay awake and see how I feel.
A couple of days ago I began cleaning around my workspace from my chair. I moved alot of things back to my room. I had alot already organized, just not put away. Caleb pulled alot of stuff from under the table, but did not bag it up. Yesterday I got paid and so spent my time paying bills and grocery shopping. I have been able to stay in ketosis for a few days in a row now.
I'm not really awake yet.
Yesterday Nana gave me $500 because I spent my whole payment on bills plus a new portable air conditioner. I went to Walmart for a few things plus ingredients to make my keto chili. I came back home with less than $100 left. She has been wanting to buy knee braces for a long time now, but we never get to buy them. Groceries are so expensive! All I did was buy groceries, put gas in the car, have lunch at Subway with the help from some gift cards, and get my vape juice and delta 9 gummies. Like damn! I have to find a way to make money from home during times I am not already busy. I thought I had this worked up with creating my own business. I do have that figured out, but I don't have any customers! I'm scared to show Nana the receipts.
I am planning on selling the clothes I have not worn yet, and donating the clothes that I have worn, but have not worn and will not wear again. It's alot of clothes. I have a whole closet full of clothes that I don't wear for one reason or another. Most still have their tags on them. I thought I might need to look nice to go to church or go on a date or something. Most days it's enough to just get out of bed.
I am separating the stuff I want to give to Chrsitinia and Harlee so that I can make a trip out there and deliver stuff that is just going to waste in boxes over here. I have homeschooling supplies that I am giving to them. I am going to share my crystals with Christinia. I am going to share my books with Christinia too.
I want to get the shed re-organized so that I can store my stuff in there that belongs in there. I want to find my UNCW diploma to hang it up in the house. I want to put the Christmas tree in the shed.
I am trying to declutter and re-organize the house. I don't know how we accumulate so much trash and recycling.
I was supposed to make shrimp and broccoli for dinner yesterday, but forgot that I need to carry my afternoon med with me. I ate lunch but did not have my pain med with me, and my back began hurting before we got home. I brought in all the sodas from the trunk, and the groceries that Caleb left behind. It was heavy. I cleaned out the refrigerator and put the groceries away. By the time I was done, my back really hurt and I could see cleaning the kitchen to be able to cook. It would have been too much. I had a slice of keto bread. I made Nana some ravioli, a turkey and cheese sandwich, and brought her string cheese and yogurt plus a pudding for her dinner.
I want to get this house cleaned. I have been working on it for a long time now. I move stuff around only to make another mess somewhere else. I take trash out, only to find more trash.
I have been listening to the "Genius Wave" and "the Wealth Signal" the past few days. I am trying to see if they will help me. The Genius wave is supposed to cause more theta brain waves, and the Wealth signal is supposed to cause more alpha brain waves.
I want to get the shed cleaned out today. I have to be able to start as soon as the sun rises. It's going to take all day. It's going to get hot.
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