Today's prompt is "What was the last online video clip you watched?" I watched one of the guides to the Magdalene Rose Academy.
It is now 4:23 a.m. and I have been awake since about 12:30 a.m. I have been working on different things. I began by watching/listening to Melissa on one of her guide videos. I got up to use the bathroom, then came back to the bed to cuddle with Bella boo boo. I felt too awake to go back to sleep, so I came out here to the common area where my workspace is, and began catching up on some work. I semi-organized my documents, so it's no longer a huge stack of papers. I went and updated my Bills spreadsheet for this month, and created the spreadsheet to forecast next month. I created a list of due-in deliveries that I am expecting. I also created a list of "Issues" that I have going on, and may or may not need my intervention. The time has flown by. I have been busy. I am not tired, but I kinda do want a snack. I can't eat anything though, because I have to take my iron pill and orange juice on an empty stomach.
A little while ago I emptied out the very last of the 6mg/mL nicotine e-juice into my e-cigarette. I am now vaping the 3mg/mL nicotine e-juice. I felt kinda weird at first. I didn't think it would make me feel any kind of way. Hmm...
Today is Wednesday and we have no appointments. I hope I can get some more rest before dawn, and wake up energized. I could really use the boost to get chores done around here.
Billy is going to beg me to help him with moving his stuff out of his house. I am not going to give in. I am disabled, getting over a sickness, sensitive, a mother of a home-schooled child, and a pet parent. I have things I have to take care of just to stay afloat. I have given him my last. I can't "help" him anymore. I mean, I gave up whole days to make sure he was taken care of. I'm not doing it anymore. He needs to find people who live closer to him to help him. He made the decision to sell his house, so he knew he would have to get his stuff out of the house. I'm not stupid. I'm not jumping through hoops to help him when he created the chaos. There was no reason to rush into selling his house. Somebody's else's bad decision making and lack of leadership does not constitute my personal emergency. I'm sorry.
Yesterday we went to Walmart and bought more groceries than I planned. I spent money that I did not have, and had to use my credit card to pay. I could not wait any longer for the Pandemic EBT deposit. I have no idea when I will get. I don't get it on the same day every month. There is no way to track it. I'm on a specialized diet, and require certain foods to help me get healthy. I can't not have my food in the house.
We got home, and I realized I forgot to buy a lighter. I had to run out to Publix to buy one. While I was there, I was looking around. I was curious to to see if they any no-carb or low-carb bread. They did not. I ended up looking to see if maybe they had any in the freezer section. While I was there, I looked at the ice cream selection. I wondered if they had anything good for diabetics. I found Rebel ice cream! I could not be happier! I bought a few to keep in my freezer. When I was burning up the other night, I wished I had ice cream to make my milk shake with. Now I have several different flavors! Man were they expensive for such a small container! Holy crap!
Caleb has Sponge Bob on the tv, and is sleeping on the couch without the cushions on it. SMH
Bella just came out of the bedroom a few minutes ago.
When I got home, I had a small dinner of artichoke hearts, hearts of palm, and garlic stuffed olives. I took my medications, and put away the groceries from Walmart. I then went ahead and started moving stuff around the kitchen. It's such a disaster area with so much junk on the floor. It's ridiculous! I feel like just cleaned there! Ugh! I hand washed some dishes, and began loading the dishwasher. I threw away alot of trash that had just been left for someone to clean up. I ended up throwing away that taco seasoned chicken and broccoli. I really didn't like it enough to eat leftovers. I won't be doing that again. I cooked up my future breakfasts of hard boiled eggs. I made Bella's good food dinner of beef liver, veggie and ginger and kibble mix for her. I haven't been regular about that. When I don't feel well, she only gets the kibble. I wonder if she realizes that I still love her even when she doesn't get the good stuff too.
I was waiting for my Aunt Lisa to give me a call. I went to lay down and rest, and ended up falling asleep. My back hurt pretty bad.
I would like to get some laundry done today. I would also like to get the kitchen cleaned up so I can cook dinner. I need to clean up the bathroom badly. It has been left in Caleb's hands and is also a disaster.
I would like to pick up my book and read it. I feel like it's been a long time since I last read anything in it.
I guess I'm ready to take my iron pill and orange juice and head on back to bed.
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