Haunted November , 2022

 I am being haunted by this bunny mask wearing man. He stalks the house every night and even during the day. The police won't do anything about it. Caleb has confronted and even talked to the man. The man states "I never meant any harm." He took his mask off and showed Caleb his scarred face. Even though those were his words, he continues to stalk my home. Caleb has since shot him in the forehead with BB gun. Bubba, the pitbull puppy, bit the man in the butt. At another time, Caleb shot him with a BB gun in the butt (last night as a matter of fact) and Bubba bit him in the crotch. I haven't gotten my security cameras in the mail yet, but once they arrive, they will be installed. The man will be caught on camera and charges will be pressed. 

      I feel like I am supposed to be learning some lessons during all of this. I almost feel like this man is a manifestation of my shadow self. We still don't know why he keeps coming back or is doing what he is doing. I am trying to catch him on camera, but keep a loaded BB gun on me, and other weapons to protect myself nearby.  This man has been haunting me every night since Friday night. I'm going to burn sage today and light some candles. I am going to spread salt around the house, and if I have enough salt, I will cover the backyard perimeter too. 

      I don't hate this man. I hate what this man is doing and how I am reacting to it. I am a bunch of nerves that are rattled and on edge. I am so tired, but I can't sleep. I don't think about him during the day, but he is out there then too. I am constantly looking around and protecting myself. It's exhausting.   

      I feel like this man is attracted to my home for a reason. I don't know what that reason is. After being hurt, you would think he wouldn't come back, but he comes back.

      I am not as scared as I was. This person needs real help. He obviously doesn't know the danger he is putting himself in. This is not a joke to me. I am applying for a pistol permit today. I won't be a victim. I hate that I have to protect myself in my own house. I am wearing a gun holding vest just to clean my kitchen. It's really ridiculous that I should have to do that to wash dishes. I'm exhausted from my fear running so high for so long. 

      I ask for peace. I ask for resolution of this situation quickly. I ask for the safety of my home, property, and my family, to include my fur babies. I just want to sleep soundly and deeply to restore myself.  

      Hope you had a lovely Thanksgiving,

      Jennifer de Mello