It is now 0420 and I have taken most of my medications and supplements. I have been up for at least 30 minutes already. Caleb never fell asleep. He is awake still and hyper. Yesterday was not a productive day. I did have my call with Brandi which went well. We then went to Food Lion so I could buy keto brownie mix that I planned to make. I did not end up making them. When I got home I was tired and tried to take a nap but could not fall asleep. I struggled with exhaustion all day and was not able to work. We did not go trick-or-treating like we planned. I was not feeling well. I got my ketones back up to 0.5, which is in ketosis, but then I ate an oatmeal cream cookie and a hot pocket. Eating the bread part of both helped me ground. Apparently that was why I was feeling the energies around me so much. I mean it was Halloween after all. I thought I wasn't feeling well because I had the Covid-19 Omicron variant booster, and that might have been part of it, but after I ate the hot pocket I felt so much better. I had another hot pocket before the night was over and several more cookies. Oh well. At least I felt better enough to get some sleep.
I have a rash under both breasts from sweating so much. Looks pretty bad. I have an ointment to put on it from the summer that was prescribed to me by NP Miller. I thought I had more Bravo Sierra shower antibacterial shower wipes, but I couldn't find them. I need a shower but haven't been feeling well.
On Sunday Caleb and I drove to Wilmington to go see The Phantom of the Opera at the Wilson Center. I had plans to take a shower, wear a dress, new shoes, my hair down, and makeup but did not keep them. I was not feeling well enough. I was so tired. I went in my t-shirt, leggings, and sandals. I did manage to brush my hair and brush my teeth. My teeth get so stained from all the tea I drink every day. Caleb went in his basketball shorts and Special Forces hoodie. I know we looked odd when we were there because everyone else was dressed in formal wear or masquerade ball attire.
The people who worked at the Wilson center were helpful and nice. It was my first time there so everything was new to me. We had help every step of the way. The ballet was beautifully done. I loved the costumes. We did not stay for the whole show. We left during the intermission because Caleb was complaining about his ears hurting and having a headache. Overall it was a good experience. I fit in the seat. I was able to walk up the 5 or 6 steps to the seating area. I was able to walk down the incline to the seats. The changes in lighting did not bother me much. Being around so many people did not upset me or cause me anxiety. I did not feel like an outcast or that I was being hated on. There was an elevator to get from the first floor of the parking deck to the second floor so I did not have to climb those stairs.
Security was present. I walked through some type of scanning device on the way in. My tickets for parking and the event were digital and that was convenient. I was not allowed to bring in my backpack, but I was given notice when I received my tickets so I did not bring it inside. I did not have to wait a long time to use the bathroom during intermission. I was around a lot of happy people and it felt good to be there. On the way into Wilmington, we stopped at the light on 3rd street and there was a homeless man standing on the corner. I gave him my 2 Diet Mountain Dews I had stored in my backpack for the trip back. I told him, "God bless you!" as I handed him the drinks, and he said, "Thank you!"
On our way to highway 17 we ran into road closure signs and had to turn around and find a different way to US 17. We ended up taking highway 133 through Boiling Spring Lakes instead of our usual way to Wilmington. We still made it to the show early.
We came home early, which was fine by me because that meant I did not have to drive home in the dark. I told Caleb to take the trash bins to the road and he didn't because it was dark outside and he was scared. I told him I would wake him up early to do it in the morning.
Monday morning I woke him up and told him to take the trash out. He did not take any of the bins to the road and now we have full trash and recycling bins for another week and nowhere to put our new trash! I was so pissed when I found out that this was the case.
Caleb did not bring the groceries from Food Lion to the kitchen for me, nor did he put the groceries away. Bubba ate a whole 3 lbs pack of ground beef. I was pissed about that too. He got into to the second pack of ground beef too and I had to throw it away. I was planning on meal prepping with that meat. I bought my collard greens, green cabbage, kale, and spinach again to mix and cook in bacon grease. I bought eggs and mushrooms to make another giant omelet. Not only was that good to taste, but it was good for my diet. It got me back into ketosis, allowed me to eat protein and fat, helped me feel full, and helped me eat vegetables with each meal. I bought keto brownie mix because I was craving brownies and did not want to order Domino's brownies and pizzas. I was close to ordering pizza last night but I am glad that I didn't. I would have eaten the whole pizza I ordered for myself plus brownies and cheesy bread. I just craved these things so badly. Instead I ate what I ate.
Today is Tuesday and November 1, 2022. Halloween is over. I promised Caleb I would buy him Halloween candy today since I did not get to take him trick-or-treating last night. He was not feeling well either, and it was for the best that we stayed at home.
Bella is laying down by my feet under the table. Caleb has calmed down quite a bit and is playing his video game on Xbox.
I cancelled my VA appointment that was scheduled for today, yesterday. I do not feel well enough to go to the VA clinic. I have a Reiki session with Brandi today. Yesterday our appointment was to talk about Reiki. I have a Revelation Breathwork seminar tonight. I bought a package to help me learn how to make the most of social media quickly. I haven't looked at it yet. I bought a lot of books and keto bars from amazon the other day too. I bought exercise clothes on sale from Torrid so I have enough clothes to cycle through the wash and still be dressed as I start my new exercise routines in the morning and needing to shower more frequently.
I was feeling a lot of energies move my body yesterday. I couldn't sleep because I couldn't get grounded. Jana Carrey is going to teach me how to ground on our next appointment. For now I know I can eat bread and ground quickly. It's not part of my keto diet so that sucks. Maybe I should look for keto bread on amazon. That would be helpful. I am totally feeling my body right now and I am not in the pain I was in yesterday. I attribute that to eating the hot pockets and cookies. I probably messed my ketones up all over again. This sucks! I hate messing up and having to start over.
I just ordered keto bread from amazon so let's see how this goes.
I'm thinking that I had that experience last week because the veil was thinning between the spirit world and 3d existence. Also, it was the beginning of eclipse season. Without bread, I am not grounded.
I am going to jump in the shower this morning before I have my Reiki session with Brandi. It is 0519 now. I am feeling ok. I kind of want to go back to bed. I feel good enough to rest well. I think Caleb may have fallen asleep with Bubba on Bella's bed. I don't hear changes in the video game and things have quieted down quite a bit from when I first got up. Boy. That kid of mine has so much energy. I wish I could train him to put it to good use. He is so resistant to anything I say. I don't miss that part of being a teenager.
I already forgot what else is happening this week. Hopefully I get to feeling better than I have been feeling lately. I have so much work to do, and I can't do it if I can't stay awake and out of bed rest.
I voted with my absentee ballot the other day. I'm glad I finally got that taken care of.
I need to refresh my memory on what I have going on because with being sick and feeling badly, I have not thought of what was on my list of things to do in almost a week. I know Caleb is going to get his Covid-19 booster on Thursday. He is not going to be feeling well after that either. We might have to cancel our plans for the weekend if we have any.
I better get going if I want to get that shower done before my appointment with Brandi.
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading!
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