It is now 0524 and I have taken most of my medications and supplements. I am enjoying the quiet of the house while everybody is asleep. I was really thirsty and had to get up to use the bathroom too. I was too warm to stay in bed. I don't know why it's not freezing in here. I have been sweating a lot since Thursday when I had my Covid-19 Omicron variant booster shot.
Yesterday I slept a lot. I was just so tired. Caleb kept waking me in the middle of the night to ask me questions. He couldn't fall asleep. He was awake all night long and was wide awake when I got up at 0400 yesterday morning. Being woken up repeatedly kept me from getting the rest I needed. I got out of bed late after going back to sleep after I wrote my blog. I did not stay awake for long before I went back to bed. I finally was able to hand wash some dishes and clean off the kitchen island. I then made a giant omelet in the oven. I made it with:
18 eggs
2 red bell peppers
2 orange bell peppers
2 yellow bell peppers
3 Vidalia onions
a big container of spinach
4 portobello mushrooms
1 small package of sliced white mushrooms
a huge bag of sharp cheddar cheese
garlic salt
garlic powder
onion powder
black pepper
1/2 a container of bacon fat
It was delicious!
My ketones were finally at 0.5, meaning I made it into ketosis.
Here is a photo of the customized keto meatloaf I made the other day.
It is made of:
about 5 lbs. of ground chuck
heavy whipping cream
extra virgin olive oil
unsweetened coconut flakes
Vidalia onions
2 red bell peppers
2 yellow bell pepper
2 orange bell peppers
onion powder
garlic powder
garlic salt
black pepper
basil
oregano
Also delicious!
Today is the Sunday before Halloween, with Halloween being tomorrow. I plan to take it easy today so I don't miss out on tomorrow. We have tickets to see The Phantom of the Opera this afternoon at the Wilson Center in Wilmington. I want to dress nicely for the occasion. I need to take a shower since I have been sweating so much. I want to do my hair and makeup nicely today too. I might even wear a pair of my new shoes.
I wonder if Caleb has nice clothes that are clean. I will have to ask him when he wakes up. As far as I know, his clothes are all dirty. I want him to look nice when we go out.
I drank a lot of fluids this morning. I started with Diet Mountain Dew, then drank a lot of water, then took my medications which means I drank a lot of sugar-free sweet tea, then drank even more water and dew. I'm just drinking so much. I wonder how much of this thirst is because I had that booster shot.
I want to get my house cleaned up, but I don't want to be too exhausted before I have to drive to Wilmington. Getting ready to go out is a huge endeavor for me, which is why I never really do the works. I want to focus on having a good time today. I hope Caleb likes the show.
I am trying out these HoneyLove shapers. The one I am wearing the one that has the thick straps. I chose it because the tiny straps on some brands dig into my shoulders and hurt. I like this shaper but it retains a lot of heat. It's not a problem in the colder months, but would be a big problem in the hotter months. It's soft on my skin. The bra part doesn't stay in place. I mean the padding. I like that it is long enough to cover my entire belly. Perhaps I should have bought a smaller size to get the tightness I like.
I bought some new supplements yesterday from Swanson Vitamins. They were on sale, but that's not the only reason I bought them. I bought them in the hopes I could help myself feel better. I bought some to help with my keto diet, some for energy, and some for brain health. Should be interesting to see if I notice any differences on them once they arrive.
I bought some stuff from amazon. I think I wrote about it already. I bought some rakes to help us reach under my bed to pull stuff out that is dragged under there by Bubba. I bought a few new books and the collection of Batman movies for Caleb.
I received the photos I had printed yesterday, along with the hanging macrame-type multiple photo holder. I gave Caleb half of the photos I printed so he can keep them in his own photo album. I was obsessed with photos when I was younger. I kept all the photos I ever had for many years. I still have a lot of them today. Some of the photos are of us, but some of them are of other family members we do not see frequently. Even though I don't have a relationship with my sister, Sherri, or her family, I want Caleb to be able to see them. I even printed a photo of who I suspect is his biological father.
I printed photos to hang up in the house that are recent. I will hang this thing I bought in the hallway probably. I printed a photo from my dad's birthday visit featuring Bella, Bubba, Caleb, and my dad.
I want to ask someone at the show if they could take photos of Caleb and me together today. It's important to me because I know we tend to forget things over time. I don't want him to forget quality time spent with me.
I have no clue what's happening this week. Let me look at my calendar. So this afternoon we are going to see The Phantom of the Opera in Wilmington. Tomorrow I have a morning appointment with Brandi about Reiki. Tomorrow night is trick-or-treating. Tuesday I have an in-person appointment to introduce myself and my health concerns to the new doctor at the VA women's clinic, Tuesday night is a Revelation Breathwork seminar. Wednesday Caleb has a therapy appointment in the afternoon. I have the Next Steps for Reiki Masters class on Wednesday night. Thursday Caleb gets his Covid-19 Omicron booster shot. Friday night we are going to see Swan Lake in Wilmington. Then we have the weekend free. Man, that's a busy schedule!
Yesterday CNN had a report that 120 people died in Seoul during a Halloween celebration they were having in the streets. My heart goes out to all of them. I told my dad I avoid congested, highly populated areas like the plague ever since 9/11.
I talked to my dad for a while yesterday. We were talking about experiences in Korea. I told him about the homeless man in the subway who followed me when I was with Eddie, Christinia's now ex-husband, on the way to bring her McDonald's food at the Korean hospital she was in during her pregnancy. He was trying to offer me $7 for "sexy." It creeped me out. I was more than 7 months pregnant at the time. It scared me because he didn't stop following us until we got in the subway. I couldn't waddle fast enough to get away! My belly was huge at the time.
I can't wait for things to slow down some. I am definitely not going back to Capella University to finish my Master's degree. It's too much for me to handle at this point in my life. I ended up taking all these classes anyway! It's like where's the break? LOL I really enjoy the Next Steps program and am grateful to be in it. I enjoy Revelation Breathwork Facilitator classes too. I try to show up to the Prosperous Healer classes as much as possible. Sometimes it's too many classes for me to take in one week. I am still working on how to market my service. I now have car magnets on the Mazda for both the book shop online and my Reiki service. I now have my business cards too! My website is live and fully operational as far as I know. I am able to accept appointments and payments in advance. I have not had any appointments made yet, but I think that is because I have only shared to my Facebook pages and Instagram page. I have not run any ads yet. It's a process. I will get there. I have faith.
I don't want to minimize the impact my zoom meeting with Jana Carrey had on me. I just haven't been feeling well. My appointment with her was on Friday night. It was like time just flew by. I like listening to what she has to say. My memory is bad, so I don't remember all the conversations we had. I remember the conversation about my rape. Using the word rape to describe being impregnated through non-consensual unprotected sex is powerful. By the end of all of our conversations, I felt like a shift occurred in the center of my chest where there is chronic pain. I will be receiving a new floral elixir in a couple of weeks. We will meet online every 2 weeks for 3 months. She is guiding me as my mentor. I am glad I found her! I am happy I was chosen to fill the last reservation for this program. I feel hopeful that I will grow faster and bigger more quickly than being alone.
I am taking notes between our appointments to help me remember what happens. It should be very interesting to see what shifts for me, Oh! How could I forget the glow behind me while I was on camera with Jana?! It was gray outside and raining on and off all day that day. Jana mistakenly thought the sun was setting, but the sun never came out the whole day. When I mentioned that I felt like Mother Mary being pregnant in a foreign country, her face lit up! She said Mother Mary is supporting me. and that she feels Archangel Michael with me too. Isn't that AWEsome?! I told her about my halo when I was pregnant with Caleb too.
I have decided to change from using the name "Jesus" to using the name "Yeshua" when talking about the Christ. It's a process. I've referred to him as Jesus my entire life, so I'm just taking it easy.No pressure.
I forgot to tell her that I "completed" the Magdalene Rose Temple's Rose Priestess certification. I need to retrain because I forgot what I did entirely to complete it.
In our next session she will teach me how to ground. We ran out of time on Friday. Oh! I don't want to forget she said I am a starseed from the Andromeda galaxy. I think I got that right. I am also a lightworker. It made things more clear for me when she explained.
It's now 0708 and I have been here blogging the entire time. I should probably take a quick rest before I start the rest of my day.
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading!
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