It is now 0423 and I have been awake for a little while. Caleb is awake too. Yesterday we had another scare. That man came back and tried to get into the back door. Caleb opened the door and ran after him. I called the police.
Other than that, my day was good. I spent the morning getting stuff done. I cleared a lot of broken down boxes and broken down furniture pieces from the porch by myself. I also swept the kitchen floor and picked up stuff that had fallen. I then went to the backyard and began raking the trash the dogs tore up into piles for Caleb to pick up.
I spent the afternoon in Revelation Breathwork Facilitator class. I had a good time there until I was interrupted once again by this dude trying to enter my house illegally.
Today is the Monday before Thanksgiving. I have no appointments today, thank God. I am tired. It's nice and cold here now. I am wearing a sweater. I never took a shower so I need to do that today. Caleb has to get the rest of the trash from the backyard. He also needs to put the clean dishes from the dishwasher and dish strainer away. I have laundry to wash. I have dishes to wash.
I have to clean out the fridge.
I have to take my meds. I got most of them down.
I don't have much to say today. When Caleb wakes up he is talkative. My brain doesn't work under those conditions. I'll have better luck next time.
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading!
Added:
I wrote this email to one of my mentors:
"I couldn't wait to share what is happening here until our appointment. Friday I came back home from visiting my dad for a few days. Friday night someone was knocking hard on our front door. I had already gone to bed, but I heard it from my room. It was around 9pm. I don't like unexpected visitors and people close to me know that. I have C-PTSD and it triggers me. I hate it when someone knocks on the door so I ask to be given a heads up if someone wants to visit so I can look out the window and greet them without them knocking on the door or using the doorbell. We did not expect anyone at that time, and we were scared when the same person jumped our fence to knock hard on the back door. I called the police because Caleb was scared, and I didn't know what to do.
No one was found. We fell asleep eventually.
Saturday I had a Revelation Breathwork Facilitator class all afternoon and it was supposed to last until 7:30pm. I had to leave class early because the same person from Friday night came back and reached into my guest bedroom window. Caleb hit the hand with a hammer. I called the police again. No one was found again. We fell asleep eventually again. I failed to mention that I picked up an aluminum baseball bat and went outside to protect my family.
Sunday I had the rest of the class, same schedule as Saturday. Around 5:51pm the same person was trying to get in the back door. Caleb yelled for me. I took up my bat and a tactical knife and went to the door. I did not see anyone. Caleb opened the door and took off running after someone. The man ran down the street towards the main road. I called the police again.
I don't know if I told you, but I'm an Army veteran. I served 4 years. I have been trained to fight wars. My sense of control collapsed the first night and my fear was strong. The second night, I overcame my fear to protect my family and went looking for the perpetrator. The third night, Caleb overcame his fear to run after the perpetrator.
In all of this, our dogs did not bark, growl, howl, or anything. They were totally calm and not paying attention.
I get the feeling I am being tested. For what, I do not know. I almost feel the need to prove myself as if someone is judging my reactions.
My Revelation Breathwork Facilitator teachers both mentioned my halo before class started Sunday. It wasn't even sunny outside. It was gray and dismal. I have no lamps or lights behind me. I could see it too. I've accepted that I am surrounded by light beings. I ask for them to guide and protect me nearly daily, so why wouldn't they be around? I like it when others validate what I am seeing so I know it's not just me who is witnessing this phenomena. I find it strange that I have never witnessed someone else's camera pick up the same light around them.
Anyway, I figured if nothing else you could offer your thoughts so I have more than mine to contemplate. Keep us in your prayers for our safety.
Jennifer de Mello"
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