It is now 0113 and I have only been up for a little while. Yesterday was miserable. I woke up at 0400 or so and wrote my blog. Caleb was awake all night long due to having acid reflux. Thank God he is sleeping tonight. He was so hyper. He fell asleep on the floor yesterday morning while I was blogging. He slept for most of the day. I went back to sleep after blogging. I intended to get up in time for Brandi's appointment with me. I did not wake up when my alarm went off at 0700. Or I did wake up, but only to turn the alarm off. I slept through my appointment with Brandi and only woke up at 0830ish. I was so embarrassed! How unprofessional! Thank God she was understanding and forgiving. I was so tired. I stayed awake until about 1300. I went shopping online only to waste time until Domino's opened so I could place an order. I ordered Domino's even though I knew it was wrong. My cravings outweighed my higher thinking. I enjoyed my pizza, cheesy bread, and brownies until my sugar rose above 200 and I began to feel symptoms of having high blood sugar. I had already canceled my VA appointment and was hoping to make it to the Revelation Breathwork seminar at 1900. I did not make it because I felt so sick.
I received about 8 different Amazon packages and boxes in the mail yesterday. I got most of my keto snack bars and some books, incense, and fire extinguisher holders. I wasn't well enough to take a shower. I was tired all day. I spent the morning doing gift shopping for Christmas. I bought Harlee some birthday presents and had them shipped to her address directly. She is growing so fast! I know I wasn't going to spend a lot on Christmas this year, but I could not say no to the deals on zulily. I bought Caleb men's cologne, character socks, pajamas, and blankets. I felt better about buying those things because he will actually get use out of them. I had to buy myself some long sleeved shirts and hoodies from Maurices because I only have one hoodie to wear. I need backup. Oh, I bought Caleb a pair of shoes too. I wanted to buy him Sootheez, but they do not make them in his size. I bought him pajamas to take pictures in! I can't wait for one onesie in particular. I bought myself some Christmas pajamas to take pictures with Caleb in. I was hoping to have a matching set, but there were only 2 sets in my size available and I could not find the set for Caleb to get the exact match. Oh well!
I was not feeling well last night. I could not wait for my Metformin to kick in and lower my blood sugar. My face felt like it was burning. I knew I was recovering when I wanted my hoodie on. I got no work done yesterday. I did have Caleb take the empty amazon boxes out to the bins. That was progress made.
I decided to use my NovaaLab red light therapy pad last night. I felt better as soon as it started. I laid it across my belly on the dual near infrared and far infrared stable setting for 20 minutes. I could feel the warmth of it. It was pleasant.
I tried to take a nap in the afternoon, but Caleb did not share my blanket with me. I was cold without my blanket. I could not sleep so I got up and tried to function without the sleep I needed.
I think I will cancel today's appointments due to feeling sick. Caleb has not been feeling well either. It is best to just stay at home for awhile. I have the Next Steps class tonight. I hope to make it to that. I will need to rest all day to make it.
I got my double order of spoons and forks yesterday. We use to have so much silverware that we couldn't fit it all in the drawer. Now we don't. I don't know where the silverware went!
I would like to get some laundry done today and take a hot shower. I need to wash off the funk on my body. I've been sweating a lot ever since Thursday.
I've got plenty of books to read if I could just keep my eyes open. I'm so tired since Thursday's Omicron variant booster shot.
I'm gaining weight quickly. I'm not happy about it.
I wish there was an easy way to lose weight, but there isn't. I wish I was well enough to exercise daily, but I'm not.
I think I'm going to go ahead and take my morning medications and supplements. That's done.
I am listening to Erica Rock's October tele-call meditation. I think I allowed enough time between meditations. I had to take a break after my last experience. I am feeling better now.
I just gave my whole attention to that meditation and what a difference that makes! Wow. I feel great!
It is now 0310 and Caleb just woke up. I am going to go take a shower and put on some fresh clothes. I will probably rest after that.
Have a blessed day, and thank you for reading!
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