It is now 0327, and I have been awake for about an hour or so. I have my photo shoot today, and I need to take a shower. I did not take one yesterday like I thought I would. I did not have the energy to take a shower and to do the things on my to-do list. I got some dishes washed, but not all of them yesterday. I cleaned the stovetop and countertop. I made room for the air fryer to be used safely on the counter. I did make dinner! I made skewers of zucchini and squash, and tri-color bell peppers and vidalia onions. I ate a steak and Caleb ate his garlic hot pocket. He doesn't like steak texture.
I plan on making the pork butt in the crockpot today. It will slow cook for 8 hours. It feels better to have things starting to clear up. I can't stand it being so cluttered everywhere I go in my own house. Caleb is like a hurricane with his bad habit of leaving trash and his belongings wherever he wants.
I am in the editing phase of my chapter for "#BeastMode". I've got most of the material written, but it is kind of short. I ran out of words. I am waiting for guidance from Sheila. It might be ok.
I woke up and my back was hurting. I went to use the bathroom and that did not change the pain. I wanted to sleep in until 0500 today, but I guess that is not going to happen now. At least I got some rest. It was not the best sleep. I have to stop drinking so much Diet Mountain Dew during the day. Or at least give myself a few hours before bedtime where I only drink water.
I wonder if I am still losing weight. I do not know. Last week was my "period week." I don't menstruate, and that's why it's in quotation marks. Anyhow, I gained about 5 pounds of what I am assuming was water weight during the week. It dropped off as soon as I started the new month of birth control pills. I take birth control pills because the pain associated with my normally late periods was too much for me to live with. Having a regular cycle prevents me from having as much pain. Now, though, I don't menstruate, and I don't know why. I still get cramps and fatigue.
I don't know what I will choose to wear for my photo shoot yet. I went looking through what I have, and think I will wear a dress. I bought some cute ones. I was trying to figure out if I should dress up, or look mostly like myself. I still don't know. I want to wear my mala beads, bracelets, rings, and earrings. I can go without the Apollo neuro for the photo shoot. It looks dirty. I don't think I want to wear alot of makeup. I am not good at applying makeup, and I have a tendency to touch my face after it is applied. I mess it up! I smear my eyeliner on accident all of the time! Maybe I will just add a little color to my cheeks, and gloss to my lips. I don't want to look like somebody I am not either. These photos will be used in the upcoming books I write in for my bio page.
I really don't feel like doing anything but sitting in my new office chair and vaping. I know I need to allow myself time to dry my hair though. I want big curly hair! This chair is so much better than the gaming chair I was sitting in. I am so glad this chair worked out for me. I broke the gaming chair almost as soon as I sat on it. It was bent all this time, and I was trying to figure out why sitting in it for hours a day was causing me back pain! Well duh! I was all out of alignment with no back support. That chair sucked. I might have to get Caleb one like I have now. I can sit in it for hours without hurting my back. He needs the same support to get through homeschooling.
I just had to block someone on Facebook for messaging me and trying to call me at this hour. I know someone must have hacked that account. They were trying to "give" me "benefits" that I "won." Yeah sure dude.
I already took my medications. I need to get doing the rest of my morning routines. Be blessed my readers!
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