Today's prompt is "What's the most expensive thing you're wearing now?" My diabetic shoes with custom insoles and lift.
Yesterday I had a sleep day. I couldn't do anything. My body was heavy, slow, and I was feeling low. I wasn't depressed. I just wasn't energized. I haven't been sleeping well lately. It's getting hotter outside and so the house is getting hot during the day. It takes forever to cool off at night. I can't sleep if I'm hot.
I'm getting closer to running out of e-juice for my e-cigarette. I don't plan on buying more.
I've been eating junk since Friday. Tortilla chips and sugar-free cookies.
It's 6:38 am here. I woke up a lot last night. I'm still tired. Caleb woke up when I did. He's too loud in the morning. I just need sleep in a cold room. Maybe I need a few days of no work in a nice cold freezer-like environment. Ahhh yes...
It's no surprise that I gained weight this week.
I don't know how I can expect myself to work like this. I can't even work at home several days in a row without reaching exhaustion and having to take a day or two off. You would think that I would change my expectations of myself, but I haven't. I live in the past. I think of times when I could do more and I try to reach the same goals as I am today. It's a lot harder for me to do things today than it was in 2013. I'm not aging well.
I'm struggling to lose weight. As a matter of fact, this week I gained a lot of weight. I'm starting over -AGAIN. SMDH Why can't it be easy? Why does it need to be hard?
I'm so tired. I'm so hot! Why can't I cool off?! I hate this!
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