Yesterday was apparently another pre-rain day. No wonder I felt so badly when I got up. It took me until the afternoon to get moving around. I did get myself into the shower, after cleaning up a little bit. I put on makeup. I wanted to wear my hair down, but I was too hot. I wore a dress that I bought more than a month ago! I shaped my eyebrows myself. I removed my facial hair for the most part. It's a tedious process. Check out my photos!
I think I will do my makeup this way for my photo shoot! Hopefully, the sun won't change my glasses to shades. I want to be able to see my eyes in the photos.
Caleb helped me get some cleaning done yesterday. Nichole had a talk with him about helping me clean up around the house, after I told her about the fight we had earlier.
I picked up Billy later in the afternoon to stay the night in the guest room. Caleb wanted him over, but we had our own plans for meeting. Let's say Caleb and I had a talk about what personal lubricant is for in a general way, because he saw what I bought from Walmart. I went ahead and told him I was going to have sex with Billy. He wanted to know more, like are we dating? No. Relationships take a lot of work from both people. We are not in a relationship, and we are not dating. We are simply having sex, safely. Oh the look on his face during this conversation! Priceless! It's time's like these I wish I had hidden cameras in the Mazda.
Sooo... that was MY day! LOL It is now 6:36 in the morning here. I have been up since before 6:00.
Today, I have some errands to run, a little more cleaning to do. Billy offered to go to the beach with us early in the day. Caleb and I haven't been yet. Concerts in the park are back on schedule starting this Friday. I asked Billy if he would take us. They are free concerts every Friday the whole Summer long on the island. I never go because I have social anxiety going to places of large groups of people, and I won't go alone.
After having a fight with Caleb yesterday, I decided that I wasn't going to quit vaping after all. I reached to vape right after the fight. As long as Caleb has O.D.D., I will vape. I have to maintain my cool headedness and self-control so... it's just that much easier with a crutch. I'm telling you. It's not an easy thing to deal with everyday.
That's all I have for now. Not many thoughts coming through this morning.
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