Today's prompt is " Today you've got too much____." Today I've got too much pain. I feel it everywhere in my body. It makes me not want to move. I want to sleep through it. I want to lay down and not get up for any reason. I want to escape my body. I want to shut down.
It is 4:23 am here now. Yesterday I completed the reading of "Quantum Physics for hippies" on the kindle. I am very proud of myself. I use to read a lot. I still read most of the information I get, but I don't take time to read books like I use to. I borrowed 3 more books on the kindle. One is on Quantum Healing, one book is about being a Christian Witch, and another is a fiction novel about a witch.
I didn't do much yesterday, but I did manage to look up the Led Zeppelin station on Pandora and listen and sing while getting most of the dishes clean. I had a good time singing. I really enjoy singing songs I know by heart. I have a good ear for music, but no training.
I quit working when I started to overheat and drip sweat. Then I could feel the rain approaching in my bones. I tried to take a nap, but Caleb kept waking me up.
I made taco fajitas for dinner. That's ground beef seasoned in taco seasoning, cooked with one of each color of bell peppers. I added red chili beans to the mix this time too. It was delicious. Caleb even ate a great portion. Yes, it hit the spot.
I kept my word about walking for 5 minutes on the incline trainer at 3% incline, to Mathew. I walked actually 8 minutes, including 3 minutes of warm up. Lord knows, and so does Nichole, that I didn't do it for myself because I was dead tired. I did it for Mathew. I love Mathew.
I am going to start my Year Long Energy Healing course soon! I am so excited! I can't believe I got the full scholarship!
I still have classes to take on Udemy that I have paid for. I bought a lot of them last year when they were only $9.99 a piece. I want to restart the Cognitive Behavioral Therapy class. I want to retake the Life Coaching certification class. Then, I want to take all the Neuro-Linguistic Programming certification classes.
I have yet to do all the chair yoga classes I paid for. I wanted to try each one once, and then create a combination that feels good to me to do throughout the week.
I have quit the guided meditation by Mona Delfino for quite some time now. I get overloaded with things I want to do, and have to rest.
Caleb and I are slowly working towards a clean home. I am moving slower than I anticipated because of my pain levels and the temperature increase inside during the day.
I have all kinds of books on my shelves to help me parent Caleb that I want to read. There just isn't enough time in the day.
This week coming up looks to be pretty easy going, but looks can be deceiving.
The first woman soldier just graduated from the Special Forces course! I wish I could have been her. That would have been awesome. I wish I had some something worthy like that while I was serving. It was hard enough to be me in the U.S. Army. I had a lot of haters. I had a lot of two-faced superiors too.
I just applied doTerra Balance essential oil blend on myself. I bought these essential oils, I may as well get some use out of them! I've given up on the thought of ever having my own doTerra business. It just doesn't come naturally. It's a lot of time consumption and I have less time than I thought. Besides, I don't like the business requirements. I have to spend about $200 a month in order to qualify for a commission. I'm broke! I can't afford that. AND I don't need $200/month worth of products every month! Just crazy. I don't know how people succeed that way.
My photo shoot is this weekend. I have some ideas of how I want to pose for the pictures. I really hope we have good weather for the shoot.
Other than that, there's not much going on over here. COVID-19 still haunts us. Black Lives Matter. Trump for Prison. Legalize Marijuana. I am Vanessa Guillen. Vote Blue.
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