It is now 5:05 a.m. here. Caleb is asleep. Bella is curled up on the bed. Sponge Bob is on tv. Yesterday was a productive day. It was also hot outside so I was not able to work on the porch like I needed to. I did however, buy Caleb's school supplies.
Yesterday was day 2 of my fibromyalgia flare up. Painful situation. Everything hurt. I am feeling better this morning so far.
Tomorrow I go to pick up the free furniture. I am not prepared at my house. I have not even begun to make living room ready. It has been hard to do anything because of the hurricane and the fibromyalgia pain. I am going to be rushed to get a lot done today. Thank goodness there are no appointments today. I have to move a reclining chair and a couch. First I have to make room on the porch for them. Then I have to pick up the clutter and trash on the floor from Caleb's mess making.
I am so thirsty. I am not coughing as much now that I am vaping my regular Broke Dick ejuice. So glad about that. I still cough in my sleep because I sleep with my mouth open and my throat gets dry from the CPAP blowing air. SOoo thirsty. OMG
I woke up because I couldn't get my CPAP to stop leaking air from the mask seal. I need to replace the mask. I wish I could be sleeping alongside Bella. She is so soft. I think she really enjoys sleeping on the bed with me.
Caleb was hyperactive more than usual yesterday. It was so irritating. I just wanted to take an afternoon nap after having gone to his appointment and Walmart. I needed to cool off from being out in the heat. I needed a break from the pain. He kept waking me up. I didn't even get 30 minutes of rest.
If Caleb could work self-directed, he could have been working to prepare the living room for the new furniture. He needs supervision though.
As far as I know the curfew is still in effect town-wide. The National Guard is here. Most people's electricity has been restored. Some people are without water because a break in the sewer line.
I have been struggling to do much recently. I have not been walking, dieting, meditating, reading books, using my alpha-stim, listening to my favorite music, using essential oils, or using muscle pain cream. All these things are things I should do to feel better. The day is not long enough. The pain hurts too much. There is too much work that needs to be done.
I have lots of canned food and bottled water though. I have pet food stored up. I have air conditioning as long as the electricity is on. I looked into getting solar panels, but it is not worth it for me since I do not qualify for the federal tax credits. It would cost me too much. I looked into getting a generator. I don't know how I feel about it. It is very expensive to buy one that would keep the house powered.
I wish my bathtub was big enough for me to fit in comfortably. I could really use an epsom salt bath.
I have been having dreams lately, which means I am sleeping better. What a difference it makes to sleep on a bed! What a difference it makes to be able to cool the house, especially at night.
I'm going to go rest. I have a hard day ahead of me.
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