Friday, November 13, 2020

5 Year Journal Day 175

      Today's prompt is "When was the last time you cried?" Yesterday, thinking of my grandpa.

      It is now 1:29 a.m. here. Caleb woke me up. He never went to sleep. He must not have taken his night time medication, even though I told him more than once to take it. I fell asleep. 

      Yesterday was a very unproductive day. Caleb and I stayed in bed until about 12:40 p.m. I was just so tired. He had an appointment at 2:00 p.m. On the way to his appointment, it was raining hard so that I could hardly see in front of me. The road was collecting water on the sides, and it was dangerous to drive. We made it to the appointment safely. I wish I had known I would be driving through that in advance, because I would have cancelled the appointment. It was dark too. It was less dangerous driving home, but still raining hard and dark. I told Caleb we were going straight home and not going anywhere else for the day.

     We made an early dinner and I took my medications so I could go lay down. I fell asleep. Caleb woke me up to let me know that a package was delivered. I ended up ordering Domino's for second dinner. I told my friend that we are eating like hobbits. LOL

     I went to bed again shortly after eating. I was just sooo tired. My whole body ached and was sore. 

     Yesterday was the 10 year anniversary of my last day in the Army.

     I slept for most of the day because I was in pain and aching. The rain did not help that any.

     While I was waiting for Caleb to finish his appointment, I called Granny and Pepere to check on them and make sure they made it through the tropical storm/hurricane the previous night. They were safe and ok. I also called my mom to make sure she was safe, as she was travelling. She was safe too.

     I learned a new French word from Pepere, "champignon", which means mushroom. I took this word as my Witch name.  

     Bella is laying between my feet under the table. Caleb is playing a game on the Xbox.

     There is not much to report from yesterday. Today will be partly cloudy, but the storm will have passed over us completely already.

     Yesterday I got my candles and my crystals in the mail, along with a letter from my Sister Veteran penpal. 

     Now I am only waiting on my black salt. 

     I have been wearing my crystal bracelets everyday for a few days now. I wear my orgone chakra pendant necklace too. 

     I am still tired. 

     I did not do the ritual last night  like I wanted to. I was just exhausted. I am not going anywhere today. I should be ok to do it today. 

     My Bella Boo Boo has been keeping me company in bed. She is so peaceful and cuddly. 

     I'm so thirsty too. 

     I don't plan on doing much today. If I feel better, I will concentrate on cleaning up. I have a ton of dirty laundry to wash, as well as dishes. I need to take a shower. I can smell the yeast on my skin. 

     I messaged my Uncle Marc, but he did not reply. 

     I text my Aunt Lisa, but she did not reply either.

     I never heard from my dad nor Sharon. I am guessing they have either blocked my number, or they don't check their text messages. 

     My Uncle Andy has been very supportive. I now have his phone number saved in my phone. 

     Caleb is hyper as Fuck. He is going to drive me insane. I hope he falls asleep soon. 

     Ok, so I have nothing more to say. I am going to take my iron and go to bed. 

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