New Start Day 30

     I woke up about 10 minutes ago. It is 0128 now. Both dogs followed me out of bed and are here with me as I type this. It's too sweet. They love their mama. I gave them good morning rubs to show them love. Today is Tuesday and I have 2 appointments today. One is a call with Coach Brandi Miles from Unleash Your Life program, and is at 9:00 am, I think. The other is a transmission from trauma and abuse clearing from Erica Rock at 12:30 pm. I can't believe I am getting a live personal transmission from Erica Rock today! I know it will help me on my spiritual journey to allow more source energy into my being, and be able to heal others.

    I am currently listening to the Unlimited Abundance Program track number 5. I took notes yesterday so I could plan how I want to do all these transmissions and meditations. Some of them have explicit instructions, and others do not. 

    As of yesterday, my new estimated A1c is below diabetic range!

    I am now listening to the Optimal Health and Well Being track number 1 from Erica Rock. I love her so much, and have never been in her physical presence. 

    I am struggling with my weight loss. I am on a plateau. There needs to be change in order for there to be change. I want to start walking every day for about 30 minutes in the mornings, but I have not gotten the incline trainer cleared off yet. I do not look forward to wearing socks again. i have been wearing my Sootheez slide on sandals everyday so I don't wear socks. 

    I was able to clear a space to make my salad that I have been wanting for days now, yesterday. I am so glad, but it did not taste as good as normal. The red onion had been cut on the last time I made a salad, and lost it's flavor from being in the fridge. 

    I was able to put draino in the bathtub drain yesterday too, just not as soon as I would have liked. The draino did not clear the hair that was stuck to the drain, but I had the remedy for that. I had a snake to pull the hair out. Yeah. Good times. Today I plan on cleaning the shower and bathtub, and hopefully the whole hallway bathroom. I got the good stuff to make it easier on me. I got the foaming Scrubbing Bubbles for the shower and bathtub! Woop woop! I have Comet to scrub the bathtub if I need it. I have brand new cleaning gloves to protect my hands, and I have new scrubbing pads to really get in there and clean up. I am going to teach Caleb how to do it as I am doing it. He needs to know.

    Yesterday Caleb had his annual physical. He is 175lbs. and 5ft. 9.5 in. tall! He is being referred to a pediatric GI doctor for his digestive issues. I had the doctor, who was male, talk to him about jock itch. 

    Yesterday I spent time finding information to make a better decision about next semester. I contacted Breezy, my academic coach, by email. I went to VA.gov to find the information about the Post 9/11 GI bill payments. 

    I emailed my professor to see if that worksheet was supposed to be turned in this week, or if we are supposed to write a paper.

    It rained yesterday and was gray outside all day. My pain was present when I laid down to take a nap and I couldn't sleep. 

    I listened to the Lightbody activation meditation yesterday afternoon for the first time. I have to listen to it once a day for a minimum of 30 days.

    I have to work on my worksheet today because I have to make sure I am doing what will get me a 100 score. I have the scoring chart printed out so I can check everything before I submit the assignment this week. 

    Caleb has to clear his learning space at the table, and then I will give him the books we are working from first to look over.

    I have been taking 6 psyllium husk capsules in the morning and in the evening and that has been enough to get me regular. I am not taking the medication that was prescribed for me for my IBS. I don't need it anymore. I'm good to go right now. I'm not having the pain I was having.

    I am listening to the Lightbody Activation now by Erica Rock. I am supposed to listen to it once a day for a minimum of 30 days. It's best for me to listen when Caleb is sleeping because he distracts me from meditations. 

    I am trying to relax into our new flow, our new schedule, but it is not easy. I have alot of stress and anxiety about the future. I am working on figuring out what to do about next semester. I am getting ready to start homeschooling Caleb. I am still working on getting the house cleaned up. I am maintaining our health appointments, paying bills, and grocery shopping. I am trying to maintain regular chores, but I fall behind as soon as I start because of fibromyalgia or just energy drain. 

    I thought this meditation was for an hour, but thank God it is only for 30 minutes. I have a hard time sitting still and focusing. 

    This meditation feels good though.

    I wrote, "I am a normal Autistic female disabled veteran single mother. Bahahaha!" in response to a meme about being normal yesterday.

    I just finished that meditation. 

    I just reordered CPAP supplies from the VA. Need those. It takes a long time to get them in the mail so I have to order well in advance. 

    Bella is sleeping at my feet under the kitchen table. I guess Bubba finally calmed down and went back to sleep with Caleb. Bella and Bubba were playing and running around hte house making all kinds of noise and woke Caleb up. 

    I don't know what is next. I just completed my daily quiz for the day. I thought I might get paid today, but I haven't gotten paid yet so I can't pay the bills while I'm up. I guess I could focus on my homework or scheduling. I need a shower. Do I take a shower now? Or do I wait until after I have cleaned the shower? I kind of want to take a shower now. Actually I wanted to take a shower on Saturday but the drain was clogged, and I didn't have the energy to deal with it, take a shower, and get dressed, and carry on with the rest of my day. I think I'm ready. Be blessed my readers!