New Start Day 37

     It is now 0549 and I have been up for about an hour. I slept pretty good, but woke up with my back hurting again. I already took my medications. I took the Trazadone and 1 hydroxyzine last night to see if it would help me sleep through the night. I am suffering with Fibromyalgia a lot lately, and need to be able to rest. I also took acetaminophen for the pain and inflammation. I stayed in bed almost all day again yesterday. I got nothing done. I mean NOthing. It was awful. Yesterday was Labor Day. I hoped to use the holiday as a free day to get my carpet cleaned in the hallway, and wash laundry. It was a good excuse to stay at home. My pain was too much.

    I just finished listening to the Erica Rock Infinite Blessings track "Physical Healing", and am now listening to "Divine Grace." Caleb is asleep. Bubba is in his crate. Bella is with Caleb on my bed sleeping. I woke up with the driest mouth ever. I needed water.

    I have my appointment with Dr. Hueholt today by video call at 0900. I hope to be able to take a shower before then. I really need one. It might help take some of my pain away. I went ahead and took acetaminophen again this morning, along with a hydroxyzine. I hope I can stay awake today. I have work to get done. I need to start on my homework. 

    Christinia messaged me yesterday before I started cooking dinner. She is doing ok. I updated her on what's been going on over here. "#BeastMode" made it as an international best-seller on amazon. That was the third book I have contributed to. I am on week 5 of my class at Capella University. I am still considering whether or not I should try to continue my schooling right now. It might be best to wait to see if the doctor can do anything for my fibromyalgia. Caleb went to the beach with his friend's family on Saturday. Bubba is 39 lbs now. I am still trying to lose more weight. My estimated A1c is 6.2. The threshold for diabetes is 6.5 and higher.

    I listened to "Forgiveness" and am now listening to "Enlightenment and Awakening."

    It was good to chat with Christinia yesterday. I'm not good at keeping up with people. If they don't contact me, it is likely they will not hear from me. She sent me pictures of Harlee in her school uniform. She is so cute. 

    I am listening to Unlimited Abundance track 12 now. I can't sit still today with my eyes closed. 

    Caleb just woke up. 

    I am listening to LightBody Activation now. I am doing good with listening to it every morning. Yeah this is so much harder to listen to when Caleb is awake. He put his youtube videos on the tv again. He wants my attention, "Mom! Mom! Mom! Look! Mom Look!" LOL This kid wakes up with unlimited energy. 

    I am not focused this morning. I am all over the place. I cannot think of anything. I can normally write on and on. Not today. Be blessed my readers!