It is now 0355 and I have taken my medications. Caleb woke me up this morning and did not want me to go back to sleep. I am listening to Unlimited Abundance track 19. Yesterday I was able to get the reading completed for the week before I wrote my discussion post and responses. I then took my weekly quiz. I went over the instructions for the writing assignment and decided to find 2 articles related to one of the 3 I chose from week 4, per the instructions. I now have to read all the articles and take notes to write my 5 page literary analysis. Once I do that, I will be done with homework for this week.
I was able to hand wash some dishes on my break, and make a salad for lunch. I cooked the boneless pork ribs during the afternoon in the crockpot for dinner. I tried to take a nap, but only rested my body. When I got back up I had dinner and took my medications. I was already ready for bed. I had no more energy to get more homework done.
Today I have to read the articles I chose to write about and start writing my paper. I have the worksheet from week 4 to help me, so it is not so confusing what is expected of me. We have no appointments today, so we are good on that front.
Last night, while I was using my alpha-stim before bed, I searched for Disney movie DVDs on amazon. I ended up looking for all kinds of movies that I eventually want in my collection. I saved more than 50 DVDs for later. LOL
Caleb and I watched The Jetsons DVD collection last night as we laid in bed.
I didn't talk to my dad much because he slept a lot.
I wasn't ready to get up this morning. I am listening to Lightbody Activation now. I took 2 Hydroxyzine yesterday morning and evening. It helped me a lot throughout the day. I took 2 this morning too.
Caleb is already hyper this morning. He wakes up lively and loud. I need several hours to fully wake up.
I never brushed my hair yesterday. I just went on with my day without completing my morning routines.
I am still tired and could totally just fall asleep in my bed.
I am having menstrual cramps and want to go back to bed to rest.
I thought about buying a sound machine for sleep. I am still thinking about it. I would like to sleep to the sound of waves.
I bought tickets to Dr. Temple Grandin's Autism Summit online. It is coming up soon.
On Sunday we are going to the Situational Awareness class. I hope Caleb pays attention and learns because I know I will be paying attention.
I signed the petition for a child support case to be open in Arkansas. I just have to mail it back now.
I have to contact my academic advisor to let her know that I am withdrawing after this class.
Caleb got referred to a GI doctor by his pediatrician. I have to schedule that appointment.
I got a letter from VA that the mental health clinic is trying to reach me to schedule my next appointment. So I have to call them.
I am listening to "Optimal Health and Well-Being" track 1 now.
Caleb has finally settled down and quieted down. This boy of mine has so much energy! It can be nerve-racking to deal with it first thing in the early morning.
I am too absorbed by my own schoolwork right now. I will be starting Caleb's homeschool in a few weeks to allow me to finish this semester with fewer worries and stresses. In the meantime, though, I am keeping him busy doing tasks around the house that need to be done. He is helping me get the house in order again. It is in such disarray that it is embarrassing.
With my anxiety under control, with the help of medication, I feel better and more able to do the things I need to do. Anxiety is debilitating at its worst.
I am just going to finish listening to this track and then go back to bed. I need to be at my best to get my work done today, and I do not feel I am right now because I'm still tired. Be blessed my readers!
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