It is now 0021 and Caleb and I have been awake since 2300. I ordered us both Domino's pizza because we were both hungry. I know I am wrong for eating my favorite pizza and dessert from Domino's AGAIN, but honestly, I did not know what I could do with what we have on hand. I am so tired of ham and cheese. I had the chicken soup for dinner. I woke up because Caleb was still awake and moving around, Bubba was walking on me and not settled down, and I was too warm and my legs felt hot.
I am listening to Jana Carrey's "Journey to the Golden Quan Yin Temple." Caleb is hyped up because he had the chocolate volcano cake for dessert. I'm sure my sugar skyrocketed after eating that too. Bubba is now resting in his crate. Caleb is playing on his computer. I just got off the phone with my dad.
I had an experience on Instagram last night. A man claimed to be an American Airlines pilot. I caught on when he began asking me if I needed money. Uh, who doesn't need money these days? He offered to do my paperwork to get $50k free. Hmmm... yeah. Uh and no. I said "I can't afford a loan," and he responded, "It's not a loan." He then continued to ask me for the front and back of my ID, my social security number, and phone number. That's when I blocked him and went on with my resting.
I did not make it to last night's Unleash Your Life zoom call. I was too tired after having another fibromyalgia day. I just wanted to rest. I did not even brush my hair Again. Ugh! I'm over the fibromyalgia flare-ups!
I received 10 of the Let Go or Be Dragged paperbacks yesterday. I can now begin distributing them!
I also received Willow, Addams Family, and The Addams Family Values DVDs from amazon.
I got in contact with my mom in search of my Granny and Pepere. I called my Granny and Pepere to make sure they were planning for hurricane Ian's arrival. They did not answer my call, so I text messaged my mom. She told me they are in Michigan right now, so they are safe. I asked her if she was prepping, and let her know that we are prepping. Caleb retrieved the generators from the shed and we are charging them now.
Caleb just exploded a glow stick. It's all over his shirt and on Bella too. So now Bella needs a shower.
Caleb is way too hyper. Ugh. This kid never rests.
These meditations are so calming and relaxing for all of us. Caleb has begun to quiet down. It is 0201 now. There are about 20 minutes left of this guided meditation.
I am ready to go to bed. I think Caleb is getting closer to being able to lay down in bed too. I'm happy, without pain right now. Just a little fog-brained as I am getting sleepy.
Later today I will have to work on my paper. I am not looking forward to it. I have such a resistance to sitting here and trying to understand the instructions. Once I get started, I seem to be ok. Getting started is the hardest part for me. I am a natural writer. Sometimes it can be hard to stay on task and only write what is asked of me. I get distracted because I am use to typing what's on my mind without limits. The instructions add requirements and limits to stay within. It makes writing that much harder for me. I find that fitting my writing into other people's requirements and limits is very difficult. I have to sit with it for awhile and really think about what I am writing. I have to be concise. I have to follow the rules. It's not easy, even if it is not a technical paper. The paper I will be writing is about my career plans and progression. It will be including things like goals and milestones. I will go into details about a variety of other things regarding my future career plans and studies including certification and licensure plans. I will be going over things I learned in the course I am currently taking. This paper is very demanding. It has to be between 7-9 pages, not including the title page or reference page. I am getting a headstart on it because I now know without a doubt that I need more time than the average student to get the same work done. I need to give myself as much time as I can to get this paper done to standard. I want to earn an A. I am fully capable of writing to the standard, but I need more time. That's why I requested an accommodation from disability services due to my suspected learning disabilities and Autism. I know I have a language comprehension barrier even though English is my first language. It's part of my Autism traits. It takes me longer to understand what someone is saying and what that person means given the context of what that person said. Sometimes I don't even bother with trying to understand, but in class I have to understand the instructions and details of the assignment if I want to get a good grade.
The meditation track has finished and now I am going to bed. I might write more later. I was really trying to focus during this meditation as it was the first time I listened to it.
It's now 0452 and I just got up again. It's nice and quiet now that everybody is asleep, dogs included. I was craving more of my pizza and my chocolate dessert. I think I will listen to "Lightbody Activation" as I was supposed to listen to it for a minimum of 30 days.
I just took my pill medications. I still have to take my shot. Man that's a lot of pills to take!
I'm on my last gallon of tea. I will have to go to Walmart to get more. I never went to buy laundry baskets so I can do that too.
I'm so tired all of a sudden. I'm so full of tea after taking my medications and supplements.
I am feeling better now that the medications and supplements have settled more. I am still tired. I thought I was going to be able to pay attention to my blog, but it's looking like I need to go back to bed while I can.
Erica Rock's "Lightbody Activation" has just completed. I took my shot. I'm going to wait a few more minutes and then go back to bed. I think it's because I ate food and my belly is full of food, tea, medications, and supplements. I almost always get tired after eating. Eating calms my nervous system down and allows me to rest more easily. I learned that through the Curable app for chronic pain, and by paying more attention to my symptoms. I'm going to fight this fibromyalgia and all the trauma stored in my body. You can bet on that. I will get my life back. It's just a matter of time. For now, it's time for me to rest and enjoy the peacefulness of the house.
Have a blessed day my readers!
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